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Fear,
nervousness and trepidation gripped me as I stared at the burning
coals. I could feel, in my mind, the bottoms of my feet being burned
as I walked across the coals and I was determined not to attempt it.
But then Wytomi started to guide me and literally lead by example
when he looked into my face and started walking backwards through
the coals. As a result, I mustered up the courage - especially after
seeing that the two other men hadn’t been burned after they had
walked through - and decided to try it.
I plunged right
through, taking bold, decisive steps, and immediately afterwards
felt an incredible sensation of triumph, of conquering my fears,
like a huge veil and weight being lifted from my mind. It was very
exhilarating, empowering, exciting and filled me suddenly with a
sense of great achievement and newfound energy, an energy of
enthusiastic optimism for the future.
I felt that
anything was possible, or, more accurately, that much more was
possible to me, if I could just learn to break through my fears and
self-doubts. On a physical level, the hot coals represented my
fears, which had to be traversed if I was to reach my goal. I
understand more clearly now that that is what the fire walk is all
about, overcoming and blasting through your fears. A while after the
walk, my feet still tingled with energy and I felt this soothing,
peaceful sense of calm assurance. An amazing experience!!
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